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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Prom Date-less!

Yea.. It's already two weeks before the prom and I still don't have a prom date. Apparently, HE was supposed to be my date but after what happened today, forget it!! While chatting with him over the phone, he was in his usual badtrip ako tone. He told me he knew something about me but won't tell me what it was. I'm not stupid anymore. I would not force a person to tell something he doesn't want to. It would make me look that I'm so into him and that I'm after what he's going to say, which is probably another bullshit issue some unreliable source told him. Yeah, as if! It has always been that way. My word against theirs. And theirs triumphant over mine.

After the things you've done to me, I'm beginning to learn more about myself. The pity WAS on me when we were still together but not anymore. I came to a point wherein I'm beginning to have respect for myself before anybody else. It's never my loss, sweetie!!! Coz look who's degraded now??? I'd say you should go hunt for a girl that doesn't thinks highly of herself. It just makes me laugh at you now. Anyway, I'll be the one to get out of the scene. We both have our different worlds now. You, in your Chinese world and I, in my multi-cultured planet. That was how it used to be. It's hella better that way and I'm pretty sure that I would not be seeing you again in my whole lifetime unless we meet on purpose :D There is definitely something wrong with you. I WAS willing to help but if you'll continue treating me this way, I would just be wasting my effort. I guess you want it this way.. then fine.. GO ON WITH YOUR WAYS :) I'd rather go stag than go with a guy like you. You're hopelessly juvenile. I hope you'd find happiness in being such a childish heartbreaker.

*You may think I am a troubled person suffering from intense emotional incapabilities.. Yes, I was but starting tomorrow I'd be a whole lot different.

-Tinay 7:53 PM |

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~*~I have my feet buried beneath sand, I have my mind burned with desire and I have my heart blistered with your broken promises~*~

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