:: thoughts from the heart, blotted by the hand ::

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Sunday, March 06, 2005

Denial

You know you love me
You're just denying it
You're just afraid that the people would
See you weak
You think otherwise

You know you love me
Because you still send me offended messages
When you know that I'm out on weekends
You think otherwise

You know you love me
Because you want to be my prom date
You said you'll be the only guy I'd dance with
You think otherwise

You know you love
You don't have to deny it
Our love is the only truth
In this world of lies

-by t9

*Baby I don't know know how to teach my heart
To finally move away from your warmth
Even with my eyes closed
I could see a silhouette of your face
The one I USED to cherish

I do not know how to make you stay because I would not want to push myself to you though it was me who called it quits. I could not possibly believe every word he uttered to me. It appears that I was not "girlfriend material" enough for him. Apparently, he didn't see all the things I've done for him. If only you knew how much trouble it caused me when I went against all odds just to fight for our love. If only you would exert the effort to learn about the Internet and my blog, then you would know how much you still mean to me..

How could you possibly say go on with my life when you know that you are the reason of my existence? :(

-Tinay 1:31 PM |

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~*~I have my feet buried beneath sand, I have my mind burned with desire and I have my heart blistered with your broken promises~*~

* Dwelling in Ortigas * Seventeen has been the peak of my whole life * I love hanging out with my friends- as long as I am with them, I am content. * I'm in search of the thing that I am really good at. I've tried ballet, gymnastics, piano, cheerleading, etc. Just not my thing. * Currently into fencing, though. * I'm a proud Christian who declares her faith * A part of my heart belongs to Rob Sy * I study in DLSU-Manila * I'm a BS Psychology major * I have mood swing tendencies * I can be sociable * I can also be unsociable to people I dislike * Generally, I can get along with anyone * Just do not bitch around me * I'm usually playing pool at Katipunan, Tomas, Metrowalk, Makati or Timog area * or I would probably be spotted seated at a resto bar or a coffee shop * I enjoy going to the movies * I am kind of tired of the night life * I'd rather be burnt with stress than be buried in boredom * I listen to house music most of the time * I enjoy traveling * Especially trips to the beach * I'm a frustrated writer * Being a cardiologist is my ultimate dream * School sucks especially when I dislike the teacher + subject * I can be a jealous person at times * There are times when I suffer from extreme paranoia * You may hate me for some things but I assure you that I am not a hypocrite * I'm suffering in a major college crisis * Help anyone? * I'll update this soon *

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