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Thursday, March 10, 2005

You never know who's waiting for you

you never know when love is coming your way

but if tonight I look again into your eyes

then it's true and it's me now

These lyrics were the ones I clearly heard when I turned on my MD and keeps on rewinding in my head. This might be God's message for me- to patiently wait. :)

I dreamt of a guy last night. Yeah, it's still him- the man with no face. He caressed my skin, fiddled my hair, brushed his fingers across my cheeks. Was about to see his face when a streak of light hit his face but in the middle of my fantasy, the maid woke me up saying "Ten, seryal o sanwech?" He remains anonymous and I know I would find him soon. Hopefully he'll reveal himself in reality.. If there's a way to unleash you....

El Fili

Today we got to finish the novel El Filibusterismo, which I could classify as truly tragic. I wish I had not read the story especially in my situation now that my life is indeed a living tragedy. It affects my psychological behavior, too, you know!! I tried reading book one from Series of Unfortunate Events but immediately stopped after realizing that I'm becoming more pessimistic than ever!
Reasons why to boycott El Filibusterismo:
1. It exaggerates the wickedness of friars.
2. Isagani is indeed foolish to rescue the lamp instead of rescuing Paulita.
3. Ever wonder why only good friars were destined to die?
4. It has a catastrophic ending anyone would hate.

But it still has important and touching points :)

Trivia: Rizal wrote a sequel to El Fili but only managed to accomplish three chapers.
WHY??? because he had a hard time writing in Filipino!!!!
Ironically, he coined the quote.. "Ang hindi nagmamahal sa sariling wika, masahol pa sa malansang isda" *another reason to boycott the novel :)*

Gotta stop being a critic!! Rizal might haunt me for this!

-Tinay 9:22 PM |

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~*~I have my feet buried beneath sand, I have my mind burned with desire and I have my heart blistered with your broken promises~*~

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