:: thoughts from the heart, blotted by the hand ::

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Monday, April 18, 2005

Forgive my poetry. Frustrated writer here. LOLZ

Having you was once just an imagination
It is the disparity next to reality

Sitting beside and you, hearing the sweetest nothings
Give me the reason to fight the lies the world has to offer

It is paradox when you confess your love for me
Feeling that moment gives me the simplest reasons for my existence

I find myself getting against all odds
Making every effort worthy because if it wasn't for you

The sentiments we keep, every kiss we share
Have become addicting more than paranoia or any drug

You're making me long for you even more each day
And knowing the very roots of your actions crush every part of me

Learning your true desires kills me
Slaying every vein that runs throughout my body

Hearing your reasons which do not make sense at all
Is just as painful as a gaping hole right through my heart

I take every word you say causing me the deepest heartaches
The strength I gather is not even as half as it would need me to go on

Forgetting seems to be the hardest verb
And you seem to be doing it in just mere tics of time

Hugging you has become my breathing
Inhaling the air you take make it harder for me to let you go

And you know that
Yours is the last breath I'll take...

I'm leaving this untitled.
T9/ April 18, 2005

-Tinay 8:15 PM |

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~*~I have my feet buried beneath sand, I have my mind burned with desire and I have my heart blistered with your broken promises~*~

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