I've leaned about this girl who was intimately in love with a boy who never really returned the love she gave. The girl grew in that relationship believing that the boy's feelings towards her were sincere. Boy was abrasive and rude to the point that he physically hurts the girl. I recall the time he practically demanded her to step out of his speeding car. Not to mention the day when the girl knew about the boy's sexual involvement with a prostitute (occurred during courtship days). Girl considered her boyfriend's curses and bad mouthing as a habit. She took every nasty word he said. She completely swallowed her pride leaving nothing behind but her saliva too slick of asking the boyfriend's whereabouts. Her ears were too tired of hearing excuses that were evidently and effortlessly made up. Her eyes were blinded by the things she wants to believe about their relationship. Her friends, of course gave words of ditching him. They sounded easy to accomplish but none succeeded in implanting human rights on the pitiful girl. Many times did the boy breakup with her with no apparent reason, yes, simply because "he needed space"- the familiar words of the many effortless men. She was left with no choice but to accept the bitter end of their togetherness. She tried to move on, writing entries about inspirational experiences in her life, particularly commenting about the the beauty of what's left in this world of players and lies. She wrote pieces about people wearing masks knowing behind her mind that she was just one of them. Girl was merely tired of loving. It became addictive for her, it was just too painful. The gaping hole in her heart the boy left was never filled. Though it was complemented by a number of suitors, she would never love again. The sad part was, loving had become her chief trauma. The boy came around again, wanted her back. She never learned her lesson.. There she went, ready to fall in love in the flames of hell.. risking what's left of her mistreated body. Do you know who she is?... I do..

-Tinay 7:45 PM |