Do you know how it feels like when everything just falls apart for one day? Just one day and everything just crumbles down and crashes. All things did not fall into place and you end up picking these pieces and manually sticking the jigsaw together. It's not right when you don't even have to guts to face your mom because of a grave argument the previous night. It's not right when your groupmates leave you stranded in a flooded corridor with a heavy boombox in your right hand and an un-strapped bodybag in the other. It's not right when your boyfriend tells you not to check his friendster account merely because he doesn't check yours (like you'd care if he does). It's not right when you dial his number to your handed-down, worn-out, self-battery-conserving cellphone to argue what the fuck is wrong with him. It's not right when Sun Cellular displays NETWORK BUSY when you've been dialing his number for more than 30 minutes then he just rejects it. It's not right when he says "I'm gonna sleep na. (with a pathetic happy face)" at 10 in the evening. It's not right when people's instant messages pop out when you don't feel like talking to anyone but him. It's not right if he makes you feel the most unimportant person in the world when just a few minutes prior to this writing, he was just a step away. It's not right when he ignores you especially when he knows that this is the time you needed him most.

-Tinay 10:17 PM |